Last day of the first month of this year

This year seems to be going a bit fast, tomorrow is February already! and when we least know it we’re gonna be in July and then Christmas again. When you’re young you just roll with the times but there comes a period where you stop and think where am I heading? What does the future hold for me? It’s gonna be 7 yrs since I graduated from high school but unlike most of my friends I don’t have much to show or boast about. Some of them have degrees and doing internships while other are getting married and having kids and some have even managed to do both. Me? I’m single, no kids, no degree, dropped out 3 yrs ago and currently working as a cashier not even making 40 hrs a week. I have plans though! and it’s nice to have plans but it worries me though cause you may have all the plans in the world but planning them and doing them are two different things. Two years from now I hope to be living in my own place and have graduated and be working as a pastry chef. I hope and pray I’m able to achieve them because I don’t wanna be where I am today two yrs from now and still be doing the same thing. I can’t live forever with my parents or work in a job where if  I lived alone I wouldn’t even be able to afford one month of rent or even the cheapest rent you can find today. It scared me because it seems I’m not moving forward at all and that I’m just stuck in the same place. For now all I can really do I continue working and saving money to be able to even afford to go to school to get my plans rolling.